It was once so beautiful, so healing and pure
We were once so happy, so bright and so sure.
Than one night it happens, without any warning
Our life once so perfect, turns noxious and scorning.
You actions and words begin to permeate me.
Paralyzing, overwhelming and irate.
Anxiety follows, agitated and distraught,
Bound to me tightly, threatening my thoughts.

I have to break through this, I can't keep on sinking
And the pain is like poison, that prevents me from thinking
Hopes of redemption become asphyxiation to my body.
My hands than release, nothing to stop me from falling.
The hidden apprehension, now grasping my mind.
I hit rock bottom, the pain and anger subside.

Where to go now, what happens next?
My mind can see clearly, I don't feel so vexed.
My journey is upward, toward the beautiful light,
Where we once came together, on that sweet autumn night.

The difference is now, that I see with my eyes,
The world in it's downfall, I see right through the lies.
And I'm ready this time, I'm done with the fight,
I'm immune to your poison, what you fed me that night.